I probably had more negative things to say about Sean Taylor over the past four years than 99% of the folks on this board and the reason this is such a tragedy for me is the way in which he died.
It wasn't from a disease or some terrible accident. It was a homicide. Some other person(s) killed him. And that makes it doubly hard to deal with.
There is the loss of a player on an NFL football team who was becoming an icon to the fans of that team.
And there are the questions about why all of this happened because it wasn't a freak accident or a terrible disease. Who did it? Why? Could the teragedy have been averted by mediation? by intervention? by whatever?
When you add all those questions - none of which are answerable at the moment - to the tragic loss, that is why this loss is so troubling.
