Medical Advice / Suggestions Needed

[mooby]

Damn dude. Tbh, I came in here with the intention of cracking a couple jokes and keeping it chill, but your post made me feel bad. I wish I could help you, under my old boss, I generally hated going to work every day, and every day I kept looking for something that would give me the opportunity to get out of there. Then he got fired, I get along great with my new boss, got promoted two weeks ago, and am now generally happy with where I'm at. Long story short, a simple change can make a world of difference.

As far as your situation goes, it sounds work related, it also sounds like since you are stuck in your routine, which isn't helping. I would suggest possibly breaking the routine, talking to your boss about it and seeing if maybe he could let you take a little time off to figure out how to get out of this funk, and thirdly seeing a therapist. PTSD can lead to worse things if ignored, and if you don't have the money/don't want to see a therapist, maybe just try opening up and talking to someone about it, someone you are comfortable with, who you trust and has good intentions, aka not a friend who would just laugh and tell you to have a drink and relax. I know there are people on this site who have a lot more wisdom and experience than I, so I hope myself or someone else here is able to help you figure out the solution to your problem.

[SolidSnake84]

Originally Posted by mooby

Damn dude. Tbh, I came in here with the intention of cracking a couple jokes and keeping it chill, but your post made me feel bad. I wish I could help you, under my old boss, I generally hated going to work every day, and every day I kept looking for something that would give me the opportunity to get out of there. Then he got fired, I get along great with my new boss, got promoted two weeks ago, and am now generally happy with where I'm at. Long story short, a simple change can make a world of difference.

As far as your situation goes, it sounds work related, it also sounds like since you are stuck in your routine, which isn't helping. I would suggest possibly breaking the routine, talking to your boss about it and seeing if maybe he could let you take a little time off to figure out how to get out of this funk, and thirdly seeing a therapist. PTSD can lead to worse things if ignored, and if you don't have the money/don't want to see a therapist, maybe just try opening up and talking to someone about it, someone you are comfortable with, who you trust and has good intentions, aka not a friend who would just laugh and tell you to have a drink and relax. I know there are people on this site who have a lot more wisdom and experience than I, so I hope myself or someone else here is able to help you figure out the solution to your problem.

You are more than welcome to crack jokes about me, I kind of felt lame after I posted it with that title, but I didn't know what else to name it, lol.

Regarding work, it seems strange to say this but I actually like my job, and I like the people there. I have a great Boss and I get along with her wonderfully, we never have any issues. All of the people I work with are nice and the environment is generally very pleasant, that's why I am so confused because it would make sense if it was like my old job.

By contrast, my old job was terrible, I hated the people there, including one man that I worked with, I hated him so much that I threatened physical harm to him, I still have something for him and wouldn't think twice about cracking him if we ever crossed paths again today...

[FRPLG]

Originally Posted by SolidSnake84

You are more than welcome to crack jokes about me, I kind of felt lame after I posted it with that title, but I didn't know what else to name it, lol.

Regarding work, it seems strange to say this but I actually like my job, and I like the people there. I have a great Boss and I get along with her wonderfully, we never have any issues. All of the people I work with are nice and the environment is generally very pleasant, that's why I am so confused because it would make sense if it was like my old job.

By contrast, my old job was terrible, I hated the people there, including one man that I worked with, I hated him so much that I threatened physical harm to him, I still have something for him and wouldn't think twice about cracking him if we ever crossed paths again today...

dude don't feel lame (like emotions are controllable..haha). Mental illness can dehbilitating. And everyone has it in some way. Hope your dr can get you started on the right track. It will probably by a long haul but it can be done.