Medical Advice / Suggestions Needed

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Originally Posted by SolidSnake84

You are more than welcome to crack jokes about me, I kind of felt lame after I posted it with that title, but I didn't know what else to name it, lol.

Regarding work, it seems strange to say this but I actually like my job, and I like the people there. I have a great Boss and I get along with her wonderfully, we never have any issues. All of the people I work with are nice and the environment is generally very pleasant, that's why I am so confused because it would make sense if it was like my old job.

By contrast, my old job was terrible, I hated the people there, including one man that I worked with, I hated him so much that I threatened physical harm to him, I still have something for him and wouldn't think twice about cracking him if we ever crossed paths again today...

I hear what you are saying about why it ought not to be work related, but the symptoms would seem like it is. Like was said, it may simply be the routine/rut of work. Maybe if you have flexibility in your daily tasks, try moving your early tasks to later in the day, and change up your morning routine.

overall, don't discount it as lame or silliness - depression and internal sadness can be an insidious weed, so its good you are aware of your feelings and are seeking to deal/cope with them.