What if we lose to Dallas and don't make the playoffs?

[BigSKINBauer]

I will just be humorously devastated. Its almost like every time we get our hopes up this team disappoints. Its only when everyone gives up that we actually do well. For example, whenever the media thinks we will be good in the preseason, we suck. The two years that no one gave us any hope, we have made a playoff push only after being all but dead. I won't be upset. The team has been facing impossible odds but such an abrupt and disappointing ending will be unbearable. On second thought, I'll just be devastated.


We can't be mad at the team though. The things this team has faced are horrible. They shouldn't even be in the position they are in. I think we all realized that winning doesn't matter, after sean died. Its just how quickly the season would be over is the hard part. Whatever, i think we all want something to make this season just a little bit more rememberable for good things.

However, I won't want to talk to anyone. Maybe I'll just be so mad that i'll pack my bags in 5 minutes and drive up to new york to my friend's place and go and watch the ball drop. That'd be stupid though. F... this, i don't want to think about losing.