What's Your Phobia?

[MTK]

I have a fear of dying. I know it's dumb since everyone's time will come and there's nothing you can do about it. It just bugs me out sometimes to think one day I will be gone. I guess what my fear really comes down to is facing death. I honestly could not imagine a doctor telling me I have months or weeks to live and having to wrap my mind around that. It just freaks me out. When I go I hope it's quick. I couldn't handle lying in a hospital bed juiced up on pain killers just waiting to die. I also fear losing my family. When the day comes that I lose one of my parents I'm going to be a mess.