afraid to die?

[Riggo44]

On another note.

I worked as a paid call fireman for 3 years is San Luis Obispo and saw my share of fatal car accidents, overdoses and old people die. I never got used to seeing dead people I can still picture them all. While it was rewarding to give CPR or help someone out of a really bad situation there were times there was nothing we could do but just pray for them. I must say it really drove home how fragile life can be. Sometimes what may seem to be really small meaningless decisions at the time will have an everlasting impact on our lives. Not to mention the life’s of everyone around us.
I must say it’s helped me love life and most everything that comes with it. It may sound like a cliché but I try as much as I can to slow down and “smell the roses” tell family I love them our just hug my dog. Because you really never know when it might just be your last chance.